Friday, December 31, 2010
2010 made families deceived me, friends leave me and drama took over me. It was a train wreck.
So i'll bid goodbye to everything that had hurt me and just hope for a better one.
I've looked back this one time and tried to forget everything.
I forgive those who have hurt me, let go of the people who deceived me, forget of the pain and the troubles. It's time to move on.
And without all the shit, i wouldn't be here and what doesnt kill me makes me stronger.
hello 2011, game on!
Thursday, December 9, 2010
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVES!:)
You are just simply wonderful PAUL DELA PERET JATAYNA.
Today is the 21st birthday of loves, if any of you are wondering about his age. We are about the same age and same zodiac sign. and maybe thats why we get along.:)
I don't know how to start this, but because you have been one of my greatest friends I would have to thank you in a way.:)
I Love you loves, and you know I will always be here for you. I can say millions of reasons why you and I are friend, another million on why I love you, and another million why we are inseparable.
I'm happy that you have been able to find someone who also makes you happy.
I'm proud of who you became and proud of the future you'll have.
You are the nicest person ever, and don't change a thing coz thats what separates you from the rest.
I only wish you peace of mind and clarity, because I know we have lots of things in our minds right now.
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
Or did I say this just because. or have i said this too many times before?
I read a couple of things from my scrapbook last night and I stood there stunned from a little prediction I got from a palm reading. "You'll fall madly in love and you will fight like there's no end" And i did, until now i'm still in a battle to fight. Everyone knows how I feel with this person, no question to that. I defined love by his name, life by his name. And I have forgotten how to live and love by myself. It doesn't really matter, I am happy and no doubt to that.
Maybe there were lies, but I have never lied on how I feel. I cried when I felt like it, I laughed when I needed to burst it, I smiled when i felt sweet, I loved.always.
So cheers to everything, for not losing hope, for not giving up and for every battle we have won.
I wanted to raise you up, your belief and love. Everything is surreal and we wouldn't stop.
I never wished for someone like you, but when i opened a gift that fell from above. I got you, not knowing why or how. But I was glad, it was you. my special gift. And i won't ever throw you away.
You are like the light in every sidewalk, You give a little direction when everything goes astray.
When everyone left you behind, i'll stay by your side. When everyone alienated you, I will still be here. Just like before.
We needed some time to rest, time to sit down and talk. And everything went into a flashback. You and me on that lonesome road.
Now,again, lets make it happen. Fall to each others arms and free fall some more.
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
Every day, I fall in and out
Rain falls down my window, and there are so many things that make me as human as I am
Coz we are vulnerable to pain, we tend to feel each twitch, each gasp, and each pinch
Nothing else in the world will be enough to shield us from all the pain.
When you make a mistake, I didn’t mind
That was the right thing to do, to build walls around my heart
Stopping each arrow you tried to launch
You are my forever but we can’t be like this together
Fall and fall, no end
Fall and fall, no stop
Fall and fall, to nowhere, to out there
On the middle of the streets I lay, no heart, no dreams
I kept something inside of me, strength that will forever be
Could you stop for a while, I will just catch my breathe
Or even I have forgotten what that is
Could we take a shortcut home, skip the pain and drama
Or even go fast track to all the stops.
I can’t tell how much I have felt
Only pain that I have dealt
Oh could we go halfway
And travel again on the second hay
I cannot feel nor walk nor play
Let’s just stay together although out our day
- be curious about your process
- be curious about yourself
- be curious about your inner state
- be curious about your feelings
- make connections
- do research
- be curious
- more time?
- more space?
- more focus?
- more leisure?
- more research?
- more exhibitions?
- more people?
- more life?
- the view
- the park bench
- the journey by train
- the queue
- the office on a slow Friday afternoon