Sometimes I forget how beautiful it is to be sad and lonely.

It seems like it doesn't make any sense. Sometimes it sounds really really stupid.

Down time means me, going around my friends' blog, trying to catch up through reading their blogs. I can't believe how beautiful friendship and sadness is. I forgot how to appreciate the pain coz I am in constant aim to forget all the shit and just get a move on.

But we cannot always move or go on, we must dwell to think. We must dwell to feel.

I know it may sound really retarded or really stupid but sadness fuels up you up.