a lousy dream.

I feel like crying not because I feel defeated but because I didn't get enough chance to fight hard.

I wanted to believe the best in you but as I patch everything I'm starting to lose hope and belief in whatever we have or had.

Now it was just a sigh away, a lousy dream and even a mistake that I will never regret. Funny, its a mistake but I will never regret it.

My hands are trembling as I write this stupid blog, my eyes are tearing up: and there goes my thought that I was strong. But I have removed my shield and opened my heart.

I am not hiding anything, Is it my fault that I am trying to look for a right timing to tell you that I love you?